What The F!#& Should I Read Friday: Books To Make Your Weekend Weird & Wonderful
The Wind in the Willows by Kenneth Grahame
|Cover of the first edition, from 1908|
Note that it features Pan!
You've probably read The Wind in the Willows already, and if you haven't, you are seriously missing out. It's my choice this week for WTFSIRF for a couple of reasons. One, I love it. Yes, all the characters except the jailer's daughter are male; yes, it's essentially about the moneyed gentry of the Thames Valley and has some rather uncomfortable references to those poorer and less fortunate, complete with awkward lower-class accents and touching of caps; yes, it's another book written by a straight white dude. I'm sorry. It's just that Wind in the Willows is a book from my childhood that articulates a very particular and special feeling of comfort that has nothing to do with social roles or gender and everything to do with the feeling of being a small animal in a snug, beautiful hole - just like my favorite thing about the entire Lord of the Rings cycle is not the adventure but the hobbit-holes. Yes, I'll say it right now: the thing I love best in all of Tolkien is hobbit houses.
And this is especially relevant this week, because this week's WTFSIRF is a little different. See, while you're reading this, I am en route to an unconnected building site in Northern California where I will be spending nine days learning, in essence, how to make a hobbit house.
|The library at Heart Castle. I mean, right? Totally like Toad Hall. |
Photo: Copyright © 2006 David Monniaux via Wikimedia
Simon Dale is not a master builder or carpenter, but he built a magical, astonishing gorgeous hobbit hole of a house for himself and his family. As he says on his website,
This kind of building is accessible to anyone. My main relevant skills were being able bodied, having self belief and perseverence and a mate or two to give a lift now and again.
I took one look at it and thought, I want.
I've written about low-impact housing and natural building on this blog before. I don't know if I've written about how it relates to certain extremely important books in my childhood - both Tolkien's works and The Wind in the Willows among them. The hobbit-houses Tolkien invented and Mole's hole as written by Grahame share something rather special - the idea of having a really snug, beautiful house that is not at odds with the natural landscape, but rather a part of it. It's also the reason I love the rather twee and sentimental Brambly Hedge books, in which a bunch of mice live happily in a quaint, idyllic, pastoral British landscape and nobody ever gets eaten by an owl: they all live in marvelous mansions inside trees, or little nests woven of grass, and it's all snug and magical and nothing gets bulldozed. I suspect this vision of life is somewhat uniquely British, or possibly even just English, and smacks rather of little girls in pinafores, cucumber sandwiches and fingerless lace gloves. (Winnie the Pooh has it too, of course.) I confess that it is somewhat embarrassingly escapist, bland, and possibly saccharine. It is certainly extremely unhip of me. But it's not the nicey-niceness of the lickle animal fwiends that I like. It's not the whimsical stories I care about. It's the deep-down longing to live with my windows in the roots of a tree overlooking a stream, to feel the earth comforting and warm about me, to be part of the landscape instead of a great bloody trampling imposition upon it.
And no matter how adorable and sugar-sweet the stories may be in which these houses reside, half in the realm of fairytale and half in the realm of cozy English cottage (which is now, I think, becoming nearly equally mythical), there's a certain kind of - how can I say this? - paganism, maybe, a sense of connection to a spiritual life that can be found only in the natural world, which even the stiffly conventional Brits couldn't quite shake. None of the mice in Brambly Hedge ever go to church. Nor do the animals in Winnie the Pooh. And in Wind in the Willows, there is a very lovely chapter in which Mole and Ratty have a deeply mystical experience.
This is the place of my song-dream, the place the music played to me,' whispered the Rat, as if in a trance. 'Here, in this holy place, here if anywhere, surely we shall find Him!'
Then suddenly the Mole felt a great Awe fall upon him, an awe that turned his muscles to water, bowed his head, and rooted his feet to the ground. It was no panic terror— indeed he felt wonderfully at peace and happy— but it was an awe that smote and held him and, without seeing, he knew it could only mean that some august Presence was very, very near.
Sounds like God Time, right? A nice place to insert a pleasant Christian moral experience? Yeah, well, except then Mole
|Frontispiece from 1913 edition. See?|
PAGANS. Via Wikimedia.
In some way, this whole strange and beautiful chapter (it's Chapter 7, "The Piper at the Gates of Dawn," if you were wondering) is a major reason I want to go and learn how to build houses out of mud. It's precisely the mystical, glorious, overwhelming experience of the natural world that Mole & Ratty have that I want to come closer to in choosing to learn how to make a house for myself that doesn't tear apart the landscape. I have a strong sense that a meaningful encounter with air and trees and sunlight is easier to come by when you are ensconced in a space that works within the earth instead of against it. I have my own dirty hippie dirt-worshipping tendencies, and I think many others do, as well - except that sometimes it's hard to recognize when you don't get the chance to get close enough to nature to experience a sense of wonder. (I think that's why people love aquariums, sometimes - looking at all the crazy fish has a kind of whoa! to it that is akin, in my mind anyway, to that whoa! of feeling the natural world all around you.)
|For example, this cob hut at Deen City Farm, with|
a roof made from 7,500 recycled plastic bottles.
By Garry Knight from 7,500 Plastic Bottles
via Wikimedia. Seriously, how beautiful/awesome
is this place? Talk about snug and magical.
So I wonder what you think of Wind in the Willows now that you're grown, as I go off to built my mud hut like a mushroom sprung right out of the earth. I encourage you to go back and f!#&ing read it to see whether you feel, anywhere, the same strange yearning for a house that belongs, the faintest of desires for a reconnection with Awe at the shape of the world that turns beneath our feet.